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[15 May 2005|03:04pm] |
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So we lost Scotty. But Izzy's back. So... yeah, that's good.
I kinda sucked on my last outing. But like always, the boys helped me out. I didn't get the loss.
Sorry I haven't updated. I've been busy with... stuff. I guess. I don't know.
Have you ever felt like you should do something, but you know that if you do it, you'll just ruin... everything? Even ruin yourself?
I'm sick of thinking. I don't think, remember? I just do.
Fuck thinking.
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[15 Apr 2005|08:46pm] |
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I've been a naughty boy.
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| but darling, change is a good thing |
[23 Mar 2005|04:11pm] |
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Change can be an okay thing. Given time.
The Cardinal guys are being real good to me. I'm settling real nice. I still miss everyone, of course, but I'm feeling more comfortable here every day.
Matt, thanks for being a great friend. I can't thank you enough for taking me under your wing. It means a lot to me.
Barry came and visited me. I can't express how nice it was to see him. Just seeing a familar face, let alone his, was all I needed.
I went to the Oakland website and watched the commercials from last year. I still love the one where I bent over and all the girls screamed. *sigh* Good times. And the one with me and Bar...
Huddy, we have to meet up before the season starts. Chavvy, I love you and miss you like crazy. Barry, I'll come visit you soon. I can't wait to see you again.
So yeah, things are okay.
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[21 Feb 2005|03:31pm] |
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So. Yeah. Florida. What the fuck?
I look so fucking bad in red, I swear. I look good in green and gold.
So... I'm rooming by myself. I've never lived by myself.
It's lonely. I'm lonely.
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| yeah |
[27 Jan 2005|07:13pm] |
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Hi again.
Nothing much to see.
Barry's been gone for a bit. Don't really know why or where, despite the college alumni game stuff... but yeah. Whatever.
I think Chavvy is taking me to Mexico for a few days or whatever. To say... goodbye. And stuff.
Hm.
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| Hola. |
[26 Dec 2004|11:37am] |
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Hey everyone. Merry belated Christmas. Hope everyone had a wonderful day.
Mine was quite nice. I got a gift waiting back home for Barry, though. Can't wait to give it to him.
Talk to the 'rents yesterday for a good hour. Talked about the trade and all. I think I'm finally realizing that it's going to be okay.
Oh, and hey, stole from one of Prior's old posts:
Ask me any 6 questions and I'll answer them.
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| I've gone friends only... |
[10 Aug 2004|02:16pm] |
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Read This!
[Yeah, this journal is not REAL. I'm NOT Mark Mulder, just a fan having some fun. 90% of this NEVER happened, though some is based on facts. But it ain't real! All right?
If Mark Mulder happens to come across this LiveJournal, and is offended by it (which it isn't very likely that he spends his time looking for stuff like this.) then I will stop, or change some things. Whatever Mr. Mulder would want, Mr. Mulder will get.
Lastly, if you want to read this journal, you must be a member of "Must Be Pop" and be part of the RPG. Comment and I will think about adding you *smirk*.
That's all.
And remember; I'M NOT REALLY MARK MULDER!]
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